My diary. Thoughts of a Muslim woman.

 Sometimes I have sleepless nights. Normally we should sleep good. But at the moment there is too much stuff in my brain. I have to work on it. Allah Karemm and only our decree will happen.  Keep this in mind. No vex, no fear. Our body are only a vessel, a vehicle for our earthly experience. Here is not the truth. Thruth we will recognise when we return home. To The Most Mercyful.   So everything will pass away here. Dont worry, my dear. Real life is coming after this journey. To survive you must die before physical death. Means to enfold your divine nature and overcome your nafs. This will make you always happy. Its hard work but only possible through His Mercy. With mutual love thing will become easy. Tree of life by redbubble available on different products

    Where will this journey end? Nobody knows except Allah.The plan of Bill Gates in 2005 was to vaccine the humanity against the so calles God gene.  I think, many of us dont need this vaccination. We have lost faith anyway. This is the drama of the muslims of today. They act from a totally veiled viewpoint. Anxiety and love for the dunya have blinded them. Islam is not a walk on rose petals. Not idle talk. Not an empty following of rules. This age is full of lies. The devil knows, that he has not much time and so he is giving speed. We have to be very careful. We will be held responsible. Faith is essential. Faith in Allah and His mercy and His absolute omnipotemce.  You see some seemingly pious sheikhs or so called scholars but actuallay they are liars or abusive. They take money, they abuse women and nobody wants to say something because of their long beards. The shaytan is bringung all this fitna. Opression and deception. Think for yourself! Islam is kindness an...

Monkey mind  Today I woke up and my brain was totally clear. All the confusion of the last monthes was gone. I was feeling that I had access to the universal consciousness, whatever this should be. The monkey mind stopped and the right things dropped into me effortlessly. The day of spiritual awakening finally? It feels great! Alhamdulillah. God connected me with me myself which doesn't mean anything else than a connection with Him. My essence dissolved in His. Just hope to continue like that. It is my ultimate goal indeed.   https://shop.spreadshirt.de/Baraka/  The palm